What I mean by cherrypicked and bugman is that some people go around, read a Wikipedia page about a certain religion who they were never in contact, and call it their religion. I've done this when I was a kid with Buddhism, I thought it was cool, read some pages about it and then told my mom I wanted to be a Buddhist, just because it seemed cool. When I said bugman I didn't meant to say that you are a bugman, but rather to say that the majority of the people who convert to other religion do it because of attention seeking, and that person it's called a bugman, he does not care about the religion but rather to what the religion makes him be or not be. Correct me if I am wrong, but I believe that a believer of Daoism in china would have the same thinking of people who convert from Daoism to Christianity than I have of people who convert from Christianity to Daoism.>The concepts gradually grew on me after a long time of drudging through the shitfest that was my life and looking for solutions
I don't know how that worked or anything. Not gonna call you any names, the life is yours you decide what you do.